@EBreuder
Active 7 years, 4 months agoName: E.
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My partner’s is August 31, 1969.
While you’re at it, take a look at this other guy’s, October 10, 1990. He is the one I had inadvertently met, online, on a non dating site. We quickly became friends and talked almost all day every day for about 2 months, and had plans to meet (he was a wealthy stock broker from Europe,) but I screwed that up by giving him too many mixed signals about meeting (telling him no we should wait after he already bought a plane ticket,) and then I sent him a bajillion messages asking if he was still coming ? And he ghosted on me. This was two months ago, and I still think about him every day and wonder if he still has feelings for me. I keep hoping we will reconnect, but I don’t want to be the one to reach out to him since I had sent him so many messages that he ghosted on. But, I also had pushed him away. So I’ve just been really confused about whether to completely let him go mentally or still try to psychically connect with him. He has no social media, we only communicated through email so that is the only way we could connect. Anyways, I just felt a bond with him I’ve never had with any man before, not even my partner. So I’d be interested to see what your charts say about either man ?
That is so cool you’re offering to do that, thanks so much I’m excited I’ve never done birth charts before!
Yes, a rock and a hard place. I talked to a priest when we first moved two years ago, he told me to make it work.
Then I talked to another priest earlier this year, and he told me I had no real commitment to this relationship because I don’t truly love him and we’re not married.
I have tried talking with my mom, but she doesn’t really get it. She just tells me to “pray about it,” but she is also the kind of woman who would never, ever leave her husband for any reason. I haven’t talked to my dad, I wouldn’t even know where to begin as we don’t have much of a relationship foundation to begin with. Even if I did go back, there is an expiration date for me. It would be as soon as I am financially free. But I don’t know if I could do the whole up and leaving thing again. One of the hardest things is that it’s going to be our daughter’s 3rd birthday next month, and 2 days later is her dad’s. Then his daughter’s birthday is a month and a half later. The idea of them being alone on their birthdays makes me really sad and guilty…and then I think of my birthday a few months after that, and the idea of being with my partner on my birthday makes me feel less than enthused. I know, these are all 1 day out of the year, but it’s the intensely conflicting emotions that have me going back and forth between making a final decision.
Sorry for the rant..My birthday is December 12, 1989. In a Sagittarius ?
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